What's wrong with me?
I can't seem to let down the stronghold that is surrounding my heart.
I spoke of my marriage to a new person. I rarely speak of my past like this anymore. It's a trigger for me. A full on panic attack started happening. My past has effected me more than care to admit. I know I can't open up completely. It's simply too risky.
I really don't think of myself as Elsa, well not too much, but it is way safer to conceal and not feel. I can handle everything on my own. Mostly.
Sitting and pondering, what's wrong with me?
Maybe it isn't me, but society wants me to believe it is.
Just thinking...
Lisa
